TRUST FALL 1:1
Quantum leap with your nervous system intact
TRUST FALL is the private healing and coaching package here to help you connect to and cultivate your core dream, while keeping your nervous system intact. You’ll learn to make quantum leaps sustainable, and embrace comfort + joy along the journey. This is NOT about manifesting a few cool things and going home. TRUST FALL invites you to into a new way of life, rooted in unshakeable faith and powerful co-creation.
2 spots available
Enrolling until June 30th, 2022
If you’ve been led to this page, you have a dream…
something you want more than anything else in the world.
Maybe you’ve got a mood board for an incredible brand or business.
Maybe you’ve filled a novel’s worth of journal entries, and you know you’re meant to write a bestseller.
Or maybe it’s more of a lifestyle. whenever you close your eyes, you see yourself completely fulfilled, surrounded by love, and with more than enough money for all of your needs and desires
If you’re like me, you weren’t born into this dream. When you think about how you grew up, and what you’ve been through so far, this dream just doesn’t add up.
Pulling it off would require something like a miracle. This is what I like to call quantum leaping, but you can call it whatever you want ;)
A quantum leap is what happens when your life DRAMATICALLY changes for the better, in a way that you couldn’t have reverse-engineered if you tried.
There’s a reason quantum leaps don’t feel good.
Big, dramatic changes are a shock to your nervous system.
They bring you face to face with your unprocessed disappointments, abandonments, and scars.
Your life up until this point has been constructed to protect you from that pain.
In TRUST FALL, I hold space for your journey of facing, healing, and integrating whatever pain from the past is making quantum leaps feel scary and unsustainable.
Does this Sound Like You?
You’re clear on your dream, but it feels far off in the distance, and you don’t fully believe you’re the kind of person who could make it happen.
Your dream is unfolding right now. And you feel like you’re having a giant adrenaline rush 24 hours a day. Maybe you’re not sleeping, or obsessively checking notifications. Your heart is beating out of your chest, and you can’t figure out how to calm down.
You’ve already created your dream, and you’re finding that even though it’s incredibly exciting to be here now, it was also a MASSIVE emotional roller coaster all along the way. When you think about going even bigger, you’ve already accepted that your nervous system is in for a train wreck.
You’re in the process of cultivating your dream, and you’re honestly not feeling much of anything. You imagined that this process would feel anywhere from sparkly and magical to at least mildly exciting, but it turns out you’re just numb. You wonder if you’re doing it wrong, and can’t understand why this doesn’t feel they way you thought it would.
If you answered yes to any of the above, the underlying problem is the same:
Your nervous system is not on board with the leap, and you’ve gone into fight, flight, fawn, or freeze (numb). You’re not leaping from a place of safety.
TRUST FALL helps your nervous system integrate your quantum leap, so that you’re stepping into your dream life from a place of stability and calm.
Hi, I’m Samara (they/them)
In month 4 of my business, I was F R E A K I N G out.
My revenue had jumped from $900 over $9,600 in a single month. While this was amazing on paper (and of course in my bank account), I was honestly really triggered and disturbed. I stopped eating regularly, I wasn’t sleeping, and I started obsessively checking my business inbox.
It felt like the money had fallen from the sky, and was absolutely unprepared to handle it. I absolutely did not trust myself to replicate that kind of month again.
Full disclosure: I was convinced that I had cheated somehow, and that I didn’t deserve it.
I was working with a business coach at the time, but they weren’t able to help me with the emotional healing necessary to feel safe at this new level. The next month, my income went down to $2,000, and I ended up making just under $30,000 that year (which, believe it or not, is what I had made the previous 2 years.)
Since then, I’ve dedicated myself to learning how to navigate big timeline jumps with stability and calm. My income has grown from $30k/year several years in a row to six figures.
And I’m just getting started.
I know that whatever I feel inspired to cultivate next, I have the tools to feel safe every step of the way.
In TRUST FALL, I show you how to unlock these tools within yourself.
“Before working with Samara, it was hard for me to receive openly and accept money without feeling guilty or like I need to perform for it. I equated money to time and also found it hard to separate the two.
Now, I can take time off and feel much more comfortable offering my services and putting myself out there. I am releasing those residual thoughts that money is bad/greedy/makes me an unethical healer. I am able to see money as a positive concept and look forward to earning more without apologizing for it!
Samara is incredibly warm, and immediately makes you feel comfortable opening up about your own experiences. They push you through the exercises and don’t allow you to take a back seat in the class (in the best way possible). Because of that, they really made me feel like they cared about my progress and I felt more motivated to show up and keep working on myself as well as giving my all to the program.”
-Roshni (they/them)
How TRUST FALL will transform you over our 6 months together
In TRUST FALL, I’ll guide you through an epic journey of healing and self discovery. You’ll leave with a customized blueprint for making quantum leaps sustainable for your nervous system.
Each month will include 2 sessions, where we’ll dig into the topics outlined below.* Sessions will include a blend of psychically-guided coaching to shed deeper light on what’s beneath the surface of your quantum leap, and somatic healing to move through a process whatever comes up.
During this work, feelings and memories will rise to the surface that might feel challenging to hold on your own. That’s why you’ll also have ongoing voice/text message access to me, so you can get support in the moment between calls.
Finally, you’ll get a series of take-home exercises to build up your own self-healing skills. My goal is that you’ll leave month 6 feeling empowered to support yourself during future quantum leaps.
*while some clients enjoy the curriculum and the structure it provides, others prefer a more open-ended approach. I will always fit each session to meet you in the moment.
Month 1: Excavation
We’ll start by doing powerful self-inquiry to identify and begin processing the underlying wounds being activated by this quantum leap. This will lay the foundation for our journey, and throughout the 6 months you’ll be able to look back and see how you’re shifting in these specific areas.
Month 4: Healing Your Identity
Do you ever feel like you’re just not the *type* of person who can sustain your dream life? In this month, you’ll heal your self-identity and start seeing yourself as the person who can create and hold whatever you desire. Expect lots of work on self-love, self-esteem, and self-worth.
Month 2: Navigating Uncharted Territory
Expect a lot of emotion to come up, and a lot of healing for your inner perfectionist. This month is all about letting go of control, healing your relationship to past disappointments/failures, and deepening self acceptance.
Month 5: Deepening Self Trust
Do you trust yourself to sustain your dream life, or do you worry that you’ll fuck it up? By month 5, you’re ready to shed some deep layers of pain and trauma that keep you from trusting yourself. This will allow you to continue taking major leaps in life from a place of stability and calm.
Month 3: Embracing the Non-Linear
By definition, quantum leaps can feel non linear, like sudden jumps in your life story. That can be incredibly disorienting. In month 3, you’ll learn to release rigidity, embrace flexibility, and tap into the faith that you are always being guided.
Month 6: Creating Your Unique Quantum Leaping Blueprint
You’ve gone on an epic journey of self discovery and healing. In Month 6, we’ll consolidate your key learnings into a blueprint that’s uniquely designed to support your process from here on out. This is what makes quantum leaps sustainable.
There are a few ways to enroll in TRUST FALL, depending on your budget and availability.
Option 1: The full 6-month package at $8,888 or 6 monthly payments of $1500.
Option 2: The first 3 months of the curriculum at $4,950 or 6 monthly payments of $850 (your package will start after you’ve made your first 2 payments).
Option 3: You can join either option 1 or 2 on an extended payment plan.
To chat about which option might be best for you, or to explore option 3 (extended payment plans), you’re welcome to book a free 20-min chemistry call here.
Why I’m called to support you on this journey
Beyond my own self-healing, I have years of clinical experience providing trauma-informed counseling on issues of sexuality, gender, and relationships, under the supervision of a licensed therapist. I supported clients in a range of situations including romantic, familial, and identity-based trauma. Following this work, I attended grad school and studied the ways in which governments could apply trauma-informed principles when providing services to survivors of eviction and natural disasters.
As a trauma-informed witch and coach, I support visionaries with big dreams in deconstructing the lie that massive transformation has to come with an emotional price tag.
Instead, I reconnect you with the truth: creating your dream life gets to FEEL like a dream, before, during, and after the unfolding.
“After working with Samara I could explore issues regarding my finances with more clarity and a lack of fear. This shift aided my ability to make choices and take positive action toward options that were more financially stable and supportive of the life I wanted to live.
Samara managed to create an environment that I thought, until working with them, was highly improbable. Before working with Samara, what I called pragmatism was a prime example of my ongoing struggle with limiting beliefs. I was still hiding who I really was. Their work offered a unique, self-empowering opportunity that aided me in expressing the authentic version of myself, and connecting to what I needed in order to live the life I’d dare to dream of creating.
Samara offers numerous opportunities for very deep self-inquiry and subsequent healing. I am amazed at the amount of progress I was able to make in our time together. I highly recommend Samara’s process. It is effectively life-changing.”
- Kim (She/her)
“Since working with Samara, I trust myself more to be able to navigate by using my intuition, my own values, and my vision for the way I want the world to be as a guide. I feel less lonely, because even though I don't work with a team the way I did when I worked in organizations, I have a sense of companionship from the earth and the universe. I trust my joy more and feel more able to navigate through my insecurities.
I come away from our sessions uplifted, and invigorated, and always with practices that help me move on things where I'm stuck, play where things have gotten too heavy, and make use of the gifts I already have but am reluctant or unsure of how to engage.
At every turn, Samara helps me think bigger, not just about myself, but about how my work can be of benefit and service more broadly. Working with Samara is empowering me to hone and clarify my vision and celebrate the impact I do and can have with my clients and in the world.”
-Rosa (She/They)
FAQ
Is this a form of counseling or therapy?
I am not a licensed therapist (or a medical professional of any kind). TRUST FALL is not designed to diagnose or treat any medical conditions. If a therapist is part of your support team, think of this as a compliment, not a replacement.
I don’t have a business, is this right for me?
While many of my 1:1 clients have had businesses, I’ve worked with people in a variety of careers over the years. The main criteria for this program are 1) have a core dream that you deeply desire to experience, and 2) be willing to do the emotional healing necessary to make that dream not only attainable, but immensely enjoyable and sustainable.
What if I’m new to emotional healing?
Emotional healing is a lifelong journey, and I don’t believe we ever become “fully healed.” I’ve been on a healing journey for over 8 years and I am always learning something new about myself, my nervous system, and my inner world. What matters isn’t how many years or hours you’ve put in, but rather that you remain curious and dedicated for the long haul.
How much time should I expect to spend on TRUST FALL?
At minimum, TRUST FALL includes twelve 60 minute calls. You’ll also have Voxer access to me, for text and voice support between calls. You can use this as much or as little as you wish. You’ll also have take-home exercises based on what we cover in the calls, which are yours to dig into as you feel guided.
I’m not a cis woman, will I feel safe in this program?
Neither am I! My pronouns are they/them and I identify as non-binary. This program is designed to be a safe haven for those who have experienced gender-specific violence or felt othered in mainstream coaching programs. Also, as a trauma-informed practitioner, all of my spaces are designed to prevent re-traumatization and ensure the safety of all participants.
Will I be required to share about traumatic experiences?
Absolutely not! While this program is a safe container for all of your emotions and experiences, there is no pressure whatsoever to share something you’re not comfortable with.
What is your refund policy?
All sales are final and all payment plans are binding commitments. There are absolutely no refunds or payment plan cancellations.
I have another question!
Great! I encourage you to get your questions answered on a free, 20-min chemistry call.
A Note About Investing In Your Healing
I’ve been on a healing journey for over 8 years, and in that time I’ve invested over $75,000 into working with various coaches, healers, and spiritual practitioners who have helped me integrate 2 decades of childhood trauma.
I started investing before I had the money, before I had the time, and before it made sense. I was broke, working 2-3 jobs. I was in and out of abusive relationships and never felt worthy of love. I remember crying in the doctor’s office over a $200 medical bill (I had no health insurance at the time).
But I knew that I was meant for more. And I was dedicated to moving through whatever made it feel unsafe to get there.
Today, wake up each day next to a loving partner, inside a beautiful home. I regularly have 5-figure months using my core gifts and doing what I love.
Investing in my healing and accepting support has been absolutely instrumental on my journey, and I would not have done it any other way.
TRUST FALL is for the visionary, the dreamer, the cycle-breaker who is ready to claim the dream they want most in the world, and to feel safe doing it.
…who doesn’t believe that processing emotional pain has scary or a chore.
…who knows that it takes skill to navigate big quantum leaps, and who is committed to making this process as comfortable and sustainable as possible.
There are a few ways to enroll in TRUST FALL, depending on your budget and availability.
Option 1: The full 6-month package at $8,888 or 6 monthly payments of $1500.
Option 2: The first 3 months of the curriculum at $4,950 or 6 monthly payments of $850 (your package will start after you’ve made your first 2 payments).
Option 3: You can join either option 1 or 2 on an extended payment plan.
To chat about which option might be best for you, or to explore option 3 (extended payment plans), you’re welcome to book a free 20-min chemistry call here.
“Samara is an exceptionally gifted facilitator, teacher, coach, and space-holder. In the container of our work together, I spent time with a part of myself that often terrifies me. They created a sense of safety and a strong anchor so that I could enter those waters without feeling engulfed. As a result, I’ve witnessed myself living from that part of myself and showing up more authentically in my relationships.
Every one of their courses has taught my invaluable skills and insights, as well as introducing me to a group of truly amazing people that support each other in our journeys. Samara is also so knowledgeable and inclusive- I know that I will never have to worry about ableist, sizeist, or other discriminatory language- which is often so rampant in the spiritual community- from them. I unequivocally and whole-heartedly recommend them to anyone and everyone!”
- Lindsay (She/they)
“Samara is a truly gifted person! They are not only very knowledgeable, but they are intuitive and kind. I like how they use multiple methods and approaches in their workshops that come from both spiritual and more traditional psychological practices. In addition to their expertise and talent, Samara is a warm, inviting soul who immediately puts you at ease even if you are new to these types of workshops.
I have taken multiple workshops with Samara, and I am always impressed by their knowledge and comforted by their kindness. You can tell they genuinely care about every person who is in the workshop and wants to make sure they are heard. If you want to invest in yourself and your spiritual health, work with Samara! It will change your life for the better.”